Thursday, January 14, 2010

the quartet played as the titanic sank

The NRDC economist said we’re looking into the abyss. Big coal has spent decades funding faux science to deny climate change. The chamber of commerce beat even Exxon mobile on billions of dollars spent on lobbyists. Democrats are included in the club of lawmakers that make $250k + per year from coal and oil interests. There are 5 dirty energy lobbyists for every lawmaker. Warren BuffetI has placed a bet against the planet by investing big in coal.”YOU IDIOTS” is on the cover of the Rolling Stone issue with all this cheerful news.  I’ve encouraged the girls to use their strengths to help save the planet. Maybe, Emily’s cello would be the best after all…a soothing tonic while we go down.

BUT- as Iris pointed out, we won WWII and there’s no McCarthy rounding us up for visiting China. And if my cousin Carola was grateful for bad coffee to use as shampoo, hay to cushion her sleep, and soup each day, surely, I can face living in paradise.

Three strong healthy creative supportive daughters, a husband who pampers me and gives me freedom, a mild drizzly climate that nurtures fir, cedars,washington farmers, my hunter cat, near invisible bikers with raingear and moss, and an abundance of every manmade product in the world at my doorstep. Maybe it’s just our job to document the perfection and melt into the music.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

time alone

Thank you to my TA in Chemistry freshman year, 40 days and 40 nights journal Lauren and my mom.  The TA, a Cornell senior already admitted

to med school put his feet up and read the NYT during chemistry lab. Finally (age 46, Barack safely in whitehouse) I let myself read it thoroughly least twice a week- no rushing.

  40 days 40 nights gove me the courage to start journaling. It’s NOT like anyone will ever read it- but I couldn’t get started without a little format.

LAUREN is making daily progress on her book (I gobbled up a sneak preview and loved it!) and she ENCOURAGES me in her gentle quiet way to plant myself and do the same.

Whether I ever have a completed book or not, I love time spent working on it.  My mom told me that she and Rafi had some goals they never seriously pursued and I should not be afraid to pursue mine.

Now, I just need one more benefit from this writing project…get Iris to write!